double pain

bila kaki yang sedia bersimen ni SEKALI LAGI terpelecok,sumpah rasa 'jangan la patah jangan la patah!' 

dah sebulan,jangan la tambah lagi waktu kesakitan ni.

='(

getting older

it was the worst day ever.i felt so annoyed and abandoned.really tired.

people wont understand your pain unless they were in your shoes and feel the same thing,absolutely same actions that i've done all this time.but people just talked talked and some a while,i felt like,'sadap,blah sekarang!jangan nak bebel bebel sekarang,pandai cakap,tapi langsung tak buat.'

that what was im thinking to do when im facing them one day.but me,this lil kid (for them) im no one to yell to them,to ADVICE them,im no one -,-

im tired of all your stuffs laaa..come and feel the same pain that i felt! 

i cant speak i cant yell but one thing that im perfect at is i can cry and i cry all night when the pain get in me.it helps me to sleep and survive the next day.because i know Allah s.w.t is always with me,every second every minutes,He knows everything deep in my heart.<3